death is onli the begining

today weird day men... was asked by 3 ppl go out but cant go. father sick so mus stay jome take care of him. 2 of us stuck 2gether since mum n sis in ph and househelper out. i'm such a good daughter men. even prepared food for him.. thank you thank you. so was at home cleaning up room. finished half of it. lazy. then wanted to set up xmas tree but didn. watched tv da whole bloody day. then my father was lyk trying to call my mom on ph he took 10 tries... unsuccesful. it took me 1 try and i got connected.. how stupid can my dad be? then talked to ma mom. and ya know wad? my godfather died!!! i was lyk shocked men!!! is lyk i hanged for 1 min to recover then money wasted liao [phone call]... cant believed it.. argh... i was just talkin to him last year and i still can remember we kissed goodbye b4 i flew off. argh... damn sad men.. but y'al noe me.. even thou i wana cry i cant cry over a loss. so not crying yet some part of ma heart can feel pain... my closet godfather died... huhu... wish he go heaven or smth... haiz... anyways,,, thats all for now..

hey.. speaker fix liao... and guess who fixed it? ME!!! uh huh!! hu's da woman!!! uh huh!!! my dad cant even figure it out!!! uh!!! hey!! un-break my hart quite nice hor... eee. so emo sia. but nice man. heart melting sia. first time here it in my blog coz speaker spoilt last time. anyways change songe oredi. too bad...

i walked down the quiet boulivard
its lonely out here
there's nothing i can see
no voices i can hear

i shout out loud hello
but the onli reply is an echo
i need smebody to fill the space
i need u to complete my days

peace-y out-y...